Me?!!!!...... I am learning to be a SPIDER, on the web of so-called "realities"..... neither denying it nor trapped in it, but just playing with it....

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

God it hurts so much!!!

From the first day that I layed my eyes upon him.
I knew he was the one. From the endless night
and the dreamfull days. All i could do is think
about him. I didn't know how love feels until i met him. He showed me the light, He showed me his love, he showed me my future. And today its all gone. Looking at him for the last time. Feelings
rush in my heart for him more stronger. Knowing he could no longer belongs to me. I just couldn't do anything. I couldn't touch his lips. OH GOD its hurts so bad.
And today i met him again may be for the final
time. I wished to hug him so hard....... kissing his
forhead. As i took his hand to bid gud bye. I
couldn't stop looking at him. Closing my eyes as
that was all i cud do. As we go our seprate ways.
Looking at him knowing he is my first life. But
also knowing i could no longger be his .
God it hurts so bad.
When i left him at the stand, All i can do was cry.
Looking at him for the final time. Hurted me more and more.He looked at me so hard that i felt he had the same feelings. But i knew he was just looking for my happiness.
God it hurt so much
I know he will be mine in heaven. And i shall wait
for him. I promise myself...... I will wait for you.
till then its gonna hurt as hell.....

3 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi lady.......still a mystery for me..........or shud i say to all...
where were u all these days?
missed reading ur work wch is breathtaking....
Dear as i believe heaven is a place on earth......if somethings r not worth having here thy r not worth having newhr not evn upabove...sometimes whn we dnt get things we want...we just cry our heart for thm...not realising may be its not worth us after all....we deserve better...u deserve better
keep writing....

Ayan

Fri May 26, 04:46:00 PM 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Time heal wounds...........thts wat i have heard........no i dnt believe in it.....seems u dnt either.......
luv ur work......it echoes.....

Naved

Sat May 27, 11:12:00 AM 2006  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey look whoz back... :)

and wth wat a bang :p)

u dnt leave ppl wth words to appreciate u...
so guys like me can only take a deep breath and say....y the hell i cant write some thing like this :p))))

just kidding i luv this..

Sam

Sun May 28, 04:29:00 AM 2006  

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