Back to the Shell!!!

Had promised a dear friend that will surely give life another chance. (now that certainly doesn't mean I was a pessimist :P)
But ofcourse I preffer to be more by myself...na I am not a lonner either but thats the only way I find some peace. I can't just go out and make friends just like that though highly admire people who are capable of doing that.... but naah, thats not my cuppa tea.
Lately it seems that just to honour this one promise I am fast becomming or tyring to become some one neither I am, nor I can relate too....
I thought I might like being this new me.....but guess I was better off the way I was...
So back to square one....back to my shell again...