Tell me why???

I don't know how long I can go on living this lie,
Pretending I don't love you.
Why u dint told me not to love you when I looked into your eyes.
Or if i fall for you, you wouldn't be there to
catch me,

But hearts just dn't listen and now this feeling
scares me
I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to
take
Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so
hard to make.

I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for
you.
I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish
come true.

You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you are just silent.
Other times you are cold and bitter treating me like a
stranger,
I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with
me,
Why you dont love me nemore just tell me, if you won't then just let me
be......