I will remember him..

As I sit here thinking of all the things I have been through....

Of all the time we have shared together...

Of the love we thought was made in heaven..

I remember him....

I remember him as my friend, my best friend, my only true friend.

He is a very different guy. I cant ask for something better than him. He used to bring out what has to be the best in me. Who used to make me feel so special, so special that I always felt at home when I was with him. Yes he is one in a million.

Infact i was a no one before i met him, was just another ordinary girl with an ordinary present...an it was for the first time in my life that i felt i m not that worthless after all...

I dont know y it all happened and also the reason for it...He brought out what it has to be me. A girl. ..

He has alwayz been a reason for evrything that I do. For every breath that I take, for every tear that I cried for, it’s always him. He is the one I have longed for all of my life.The reason why I feel lost right now. I have always thought that he is the one I have been dreaming of, the man who can change my life into something better, better than anyone can do for me. Who always brought out my world into something great.

I don’t know if there’s something wrong with me. Do the past have something to do with what he can feel towards me right now? I don’t know why he have to do this to me.

He rejected me

I don’t know what would happen next after all of this. Maybe I would just go back of what I am used to be. Maybe I’ll just spend some time to cry and to accept all the things that had happen. Maybe I have to realize that things aren’t the same as I expect it to be. Maybe I should go on with my life without him beside me. Maybe he just can’t love me anymore.maybe I should have a distance from him so that I can forget all these things.

may be......

But may be i no i cant do ne of these

I really love him even though he rejectrd me.

I’ll remember him till my last breath.....

For all the time we spend together

For all the dreams we shared...

For all the laughs we had together...

For all those moments...

I will remember him...

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