It Pains........

It pains to think we may never meet again
Simple really, isn`t it, a word or two and then??
A lifetime of not knowing where or how or why or when,
You think of us or speak of me or wonder what befell,
The someone you once loved not so long ago so well...

Never wonder what I`ll feel as life shuffles by,
You don`t have to ask me and I need not reply.
Every moment of my life from now until I die,
I will think or dream of you and fail to understand.
How a perfect love can be confounded out of hand...

Nothing can be altered, there is nothing to decide
No escape, no change of heart, no place to hide.
You are all I`ll ever want, but this I am denied...
Sometimes in my darkest thoughts,
I wish I`d never learned
What it is to be in love and have that love returned...