Kaun ho tum?

Suraj ki abhed kiran ho tum,
Jharne ki madhur jhankar ho tum.
Garmiyoun mein sard chaav ho to..
Sardiyoun ki narm dhoop ho tum.

Garajte badalon se tapke jo boond..ho tum.
Jo chale alhad pawan to ho tum.
Chidiyoun ki chahek kabhi..
To kabhi bachpan ki madhayam hansi ho tum.

Is dil ki her umang mein ho tum,
Ankhon mein busse her khaab ki tabeer ho tum.
Mere hum safar ho tum..
Nahi ho to bus, is kambhakht kismat mein nahi ho,
Warna to meri zindagi ho tum!

Waiting for you!

I have been waiting all night,
I have been waiting all day.
to see those eyes so bright,
That made me feel alive.

The season had long changed,
This was not what i bargained.
The flowers are all gone,
Just like the vows we sworn.

No shoulders to lean on,
No arms to surround.
Just a faint hope to cling on,
And a wish for u to be around!

The noon surprise

It was a fine day and if u r the optimist kind u can
very well go ahead and call it a beautiful
day....drizzling since morning, so had to take off
from work, after all one is not expected to work on
such a beautifulday. :)
and planned to devote myentire day to read a novel
stich in time and just whn i was about to finish the
novel the chair brke down (not coz of my weight i m
not that fat , actually i m not fat) it has lose screws
Sprained my leg, gave up the idea of reading it any
further and once again looked up to my compu to
pass some time
and well it was a suprise for me that this f.b.i kid
was online ( in the afternoon much against my
expectations) wow!
That day we talked for nearly 2hours or may be a
little more then that..( with out even realising he is
gonna be one of the most impt person in my life for
rest of my life)
Well tell u what i felt so light that day after taking out all my frustration of that day on him and the poor kid kept on listening giving me a peice of advice every now and then and making sure that i actually follow those.
Before i could have even realised ....it was almost 4 o clock in
the evening, time to do some shopping and fix the dinner
Time flies really fast when u want to hold on to it!!!

Loved by you!!!

You came into my life as a tender sheltter,
and everything took a turn for the better.
Your sweet smiles and bright eyes ,
the sincere way you speak,
and the warmth you showed,
all became an integral part of my existence.

As you touched mylife,
I discovered more beauty all around,
I have never seen before..
gentleness in one person.
Without even realising ,
you slowly made a place
for yourself in my heart.

It was impossible to be so true
to feel so close to you.
But you made so easy to feel close to you.
It's strange how amazing that feels.
I realize now that I had never known
what it meant to be loved
until I was loved by you.

THE HOUR 2300!!

After a very dull and tiring day i hit my bed to watch the repeat telecast of friends, and just when it was about to start the cable connection failed wow could not have asked for more :(
Nothing much to do, i headed for my p.c corner the only hope to kill some time, and guess what today i also remembered my password hehehe!!
The moment i logged in, the first offlinemassage i got was "so u late today... i was about to leave!" ( generally i would have replied, as if i had promised to be online at 2300, but actually i thanked god that i managed just in time)
And this time, even those questions were so much fun...
Infact i was surprised by how much i was looking forward to them...
and soon we both realised we were so similar yet so unlike each other
and just when i was about to shout my heart off when he told me he liked rajma chawal..
Boom the modem went dead...and i could not even bid my gud bye to him( thuh i never like bidding gud byes i hate it, its so depressing and all...but some times u can say anything just to keep the conversation alive)

Summer of 03 ....STORY RETOLD ( the begining ) !!!!!!!!

Well it was a fine morning, atleast till i realised that the morning was not that fine after all :b
Still i was trying to manage to get over with it ...as what ever remained of that gud and than not so gud day...
Had to pass the time, started out with Ayan Rands "We the living" but no matter how much i liked that book, it started having peculiar effects on my already gloomed day ,the clock told me its almost noon, time to fix lunch.....
And tell u what when u actually look forward to pass some time, something as typical as cooking also dont help u kill more then 20 mints :((
Now what to do ...well it is always a gud question till u dont actually have to come up with an answer..ha!
Finally it struck to me that i have a working and then not so working dail up modem.......mission started 45mints, two electric shorts, one full short circut and a lecture from dad it was again finally working ( god i shud have been in iit!)
now since i cud access net the greatest prob of all strucked wat the hell was my yahoo account password....damn!!!!!!!
Almost evening, time to cook again,this time no matter how fast i tired to fix dinner, it took 2 whole hours... well one of the reason i hate unexpected guests!
finally got my self outta kitchen rushed to my room unturn everything yet couldnot find the password.
Then just like a fairy god mother my sis asked the reason for the cyclone attck in my room after knowing the reason she just gave me that holy smile (i really hate her for that) and typed my password wow!!!
So first time ever i tired my luck in checking chat rooms..... god it was hell, may be i was not so into this chatting thing, so other poor guy ended up getting a bash
And just when i was about to get outt of the hell ....a very intresting id cought my attention 3969 intresting coz 3 was my lucky no ( ya it was ) and 69 was the no of times i have slapped some one ..hehe
and my god what a kid was this guy typical FBI kind.
When every one was intrested in asking the all the questions related to height, size location etc ..
This cutie was asking me my subjects of graduation and my percentage....hehehe
bombarding one question after another leaving me breathless to answer each and every one... not to mention every answer of mine gave him an oppurtunity to fire another round of question it was as if i was appearing in some kindda IAS or IPS interview.
God how much i hated those questions, almost ready to bid gudbye when all of a sudden he asked me have u read lord of the rings ( ofcourse i read those stupid books from back to front :b )
and i just didnt want to lose this one chance to actually torture him by giving a crap review to one of his so luved or beloved auther.
Before i was done with it, he told me he read the harry series ib one go in sum 20 something hours and all i cud think of was , my god is he really in iit or in kindergarten.
Before i realised its getting late and i shud move outta room , he anounced its mid night, "dont u sleep at night or what?", and all i cud think of was thank u, that u mentioned now, that i have already missed my dinner and an appointment with my hairdresser.
Yet that night i just could not sleep, could not stop thinking of all those stupid things we discussed,how interesting they seemed now and realising how sweet this kid is, so different from others..my god that was one hell of a chat.....
And the endless wait for next day's 2300 hr ........