Tum Yaad Aa Gaye

Nikali mohabbat ki baat, to tum yaad aa gaye.
Uthe dil mai woh jazbaat, to tum yaad aa gaye.


yuun to dil mera bebas na rehta tha
par badle jab halaat, to tum yaad aa gaye.


Garmi ne sukha diya tha teri yaadon ko magar
Hui jab barsaat, to tum yaad aa gaye.


In haathon mein hamesha raheta tha haath tera
Dekhe khaali mere haath, to tum yaad aa gaye.


Tum to rehte the taaron ki basti mai
Dekha jo khali aasman, to tum yaad aa gaye.


Nahi sochoongi tere baare mai yeh kaha tha magar
dekha jo koi khawaab, to tum yaad aa gaye.


Bhula ke tujh ko saari umar guzaar dete
Jab chhoda zindagi ne saath, to tum yaad aa gaye

Gamme Judai.......

De Ker Ghum-e-Judaai Woh Jaane Kidher Gaya
Burpaa Qayamatein Jo Mere Dil Pe Kar Gaya

Jaate Hue Woh Le Ke Dua Ka Aser Gaya
Mujhe Ko Ghum-e-Hayat Se Begaana Kar Gaya

Dekha Jo Sooye Taj Mehel, Dil Ne Ye Kaha
Fun To Raha Hai Zinda Ke Funkaar Marr Gaya

Kia Yaad Ker Sake Ga Yahan Per Mujhe Koi
Sheraaza Meri Husti Ka Jis Din Bikher Gaya

Phir Ajj Usi Ko Dhoondti Hai Ye Nigaah-e-meri
Dekhe Jise Sukh ka Zamaana Guzar Gaya

NO ROSES AND WINE FOR ME!!

Bring me water and lillies, not roses and wine
For I am not here to celebrate a special event
As I know you are no longer mine!

I feel like dying inside slowly
I don't sense your presence
And I don't feel complete wholly

I don't feel like eating or drinking
I need to keep to myself
As I want to see myself shrinking

So bring me water that will nourish
My white lillies to no end
But never will I flourish

For the love I thought was mine
Left me high and dry!

God it hurts so much!!!

From the first day that I layed my eyes upon him.
I knew he was the one. From the endless night
and the dreamfull days. All i could do is think
about him. I didn't know how love feels until i met him. He showed me the light, He showed me his love, he showed me my future. And today its all gone. Looking at him for the last time. Feelings
rush in my heart for him more stronger. Knowing he could no longer belongs to me. I just couldn't do anything. I couldn't touch his lips. OH GOD its hurts so bad.
And today i met him again may be for the final
time. I wished to hug him so hard....... kissing his
forhead. As i took his hand to bid gud bye. I
couldn't stop looking at him. Closing my eyes as
that was all i cud do. As we go our seprate ways.
Looking at him knowing he is my first life. But
also knowing i could no longger be his .
God it hurts so bad.
When i left him at the stand, All i can do was cry.
Looking at him for the final time. Hurted me more and more.He looked at me so hard that i felt he had the same feelings. But i knew he was just looking for my happiness.
God it hurt so much
I know he will be mine in heaven. And i shall wait
for him. I promise myself...... I will wait for you.
till then its gonna hurt as hell.....

LIFE AS IT IS!!!

Never in my life i knew anything
Then to servive wth wat i got...
Means...to do with out.

Compromising to make it work
With wat i had to be happy
The dreams to live with out...

On the verge to find happiness
In loneliness and silence
Is it all that is...

Then u came my way,
And light my spirits,
Make me think wat life can be.

U taught me to live,
To find happiness in simple things,
Thats the magic that love brings .

It feels so gud,
That U accept me as i m,
love me....For what I m.