Me?!!!!...... I am learning to be a SPIDER, on the web of so-called "realities"..... neither denying it nor trapped in it, but just playing with it....

Saturday, April 15, 2006

THE HOUR 2300!!..in Continuation

Slowly even with out realising it become a ritual for us to be thr online
exactly at 2300 so much so ,well ppl arround me started adjusting thier watches seeing my punctuality... and we started adjusing our daily routine to continue with our ritual..ha!
And it was a time we looked forward to, may be in our subcontious mind we were aware that this is all we have and this will only be what we will have...a God's way of telling us to cherish and treasure what we could before its too late...( but it was already too late by then)
And even before i could have realised, i was addicted to this small chat session that we have though i would hate to call it so, it was more like rediscoverying oursleves with each other
those were the wonderdays of my life till his vaction ended :(

( Will continue it someothere time i guess...hope next time will finish it off...hope)

Friday, April 14, 2006

GAYEE RUTON KA KAHAN THIKANA!!!!!!



Kabhi khawabo mein unko dekhna

Kabhi phoolon se naam likhna
Kaise bhooleinge ye aaj bhi
Wo kagaz pe unke kalam likhna

Wo thoda sa gussa wo thode se nakhre
Kabhi wo shikwe bane shikaytein...
Wo pedo ke aad mein chupna chupana
Sulgate din the sulagti raatein

Wo roshan chera, chamkti baatein
Wo dheere dheere kalam badalna
Aur phir unhi ko chupak ke padna
Haseen lamho ki hain bus ye hi yaddein

Mere Nagar Ki Haseen Fizao
Kaheen Jo Un Ka Nishan Pao
To Poochna Ke Kahan ja Basay Wo
Kahan Hai Un Ka Qayam Likhna

Aankho ke saare khaab dhonte hain
Jaante hain phir bhi nahi samjhte
Wo jo nahi hain tu kuch nahi hai
Gayee ruton ka kahan thikana

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

No More Tears!!!




Baby shed nomore tears
I m her with u..
No pain will hurt u ever
Now I m here for u..

I will hold u forever

In all the ups and downs
No more tears to drown
I m here for u...


I will hold u up if u fall

Take u away from all..

Never let u go...

I m here with u


The dreams you have,

The dreams I have
So honest and true

Will wrap them up in our hearts


Never doubt my love for u,
I can fight the world for u...
Just dont let this passion die
For I m here just for u.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

Koi Khawahish Hi Nahi




Koi khawahish bhi nahi,
Koi khalish bhi nahi...
Koi bhala ye kaya jane
Ab tu hume kisi se koi ummeed bhi nahi.

Koi aarzoo thi adhoori si,
Ek seher thi galb hone ko...
Kahin noor chala tha andhiyare ki orr,
Per roshni hi ab uske damn mein nahi.

Kisi ko bahut naummeed kar gayi zindagi,
Kuch is kadar majboor kar gayi zindagi.
Per hasratein hain ki....
Khatam hone mein nahi.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

No hard feelings!!!

Well i m sorry Nick that i have not been publishing ur comments....wont be either
but did took ur suggestion of attaching pics
now it all look so artificial
these pics are over shadowing my work..
will remove them soon i guess
And Sam thanks for ur concern but its non of ur bussiness!!!
and my blog id is the only place u can contact me.... i guess i have made myself clear!!!!
no hard feelings!!!

EK AAHAT HO TUM!!!















Ek aahat si dil mein hoti hai,

Aur hum ko pata lag jata hai.
Tu door itna hoke bhi,
Sansoo mein humari bus jata hai.

Kuch hawa bhi aise chalti hai,
Teri khushboo ka guma ho jata hai.
Zaban se hum chahe na kahe,
Aankho se bayan hojata hai.

Ek shama jo roshan ki hai,

Uska nigeban ab koi nahi.
Ye hasrat hi kyun mann mein hain,
Jiska talabgar koi nahi.

Tasveer teri tassavur meinhai,
Aur yakeen sa ho chala ye hai.
Khaab hi kyun dekha wo humne ,
Tabeer jis ki mumkin hi nahi ......

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Tujh Ko Kabhi Chaha To Nahi



Tujh ko kabhi chaha to nahi
Per ek becheni si reheti hai
Kuch kaale saaye se rahetein hein
Aur teri aahat hoti hai....

Tujh ko kabhi chaha to nahi
Per roz subha ki dastak mein
Teri hansi si khanak hoti hai
Kho hi si jatin hoon us chanak mein...

Tujh ko kabhi chaha to nahi
Per sochti ye hi rahetin hoon
Kaya tujhe yaad ab bhi hai
Wo batein jo tune kahin thi kabhi...

Tujh ko kabhi chaha to nahi
Per ye ehsaas jata hi nahi
Ke tu pass mere ab hai nahi
Ke tu saath mere to tha hi nahi....

Sunday, April 02, 2006

I would ask for you!!




I would ask for you...
If God would some day grant me a wish
up from the Skies

I would ask for you...
If i can live in a perfect world
Where dreams can be a reality.

I would ask for you..
If i could buy anything i desire
Irrespective of value.


I would ask for you...
If i could soar to heaven,
Then there wouldnt be a pradise with out us.

I would ask for you...
If prayers could bring anything,
With a promise to never part us .

Saturday, April 01, 2006

A Heart Felt Prayer


Luv is always kind
Hardly something we ever mind
A longing heart, a simple wish
A gentle smile, feelings to bind.

It gives so much to life
Just like a ray of hope
That light our darkest moments
When all candles are blownoff by wind

It gives insipration just when
Encouragement is hard to find
Its that helping hand
That will alwayz be ur guide

In a little heartfelt prayer,
I thank god for this blessing,
That we are gifted with luv,
To make the life so pleasing