The look in your eyes...

As I gazed into your deep dark eyes
I was saddened by the simple fact
That I wont see you tomorrow...
And I might never see you ever again...
As I looked at your bright face
And you looked deep into my eyes
We both felt a mutual feeling
I know what it was... Did you?
We should have never parted and we
Wanted to stay together but we couldn`t
So you had to go your way leaving me helpless...
I`m not sure if it was fate or just the end
I look back at all the fun we had
And wish it wouldn`t have ended....
Then I look out from my window I wish to the stars
That someday you will enter my life
Once again...
So when I remember you and gazing in your eyes
I just wont regret..never..
I`m so glad we shared those moments..

Dont expect me to cry..

Sittin on a park bench
Or playing with a bud
I long to be so close to u
Wish u to be by my side....

To capture evry smile
To feel it just the same
The incredible feeling of living again
The dream becomming reality...

To look into your eyes
Not watching the time
Never wanting to know
When u wont be mine...

I hold on to you
Like I never would again
Loving every second
longing for it to never end...

Dont expect me to cry,
For all the reasons u have to leave
Dont ask ur love of me
I know you wud never believe...

Together Once Again..

In the hourglass the sand is slipping away
I know my time on this earth is running out
And if it is time for me to go
Before my family and friends are ready to let me
I will go with a tear or two falling down my cheeks

The sand will never come back
Once it falls down
I can't turn the hourglass over
For I have no power to do that
All I can do is to pray that I will be taken

To a place where I will hear
And sing my heart out in glory
The sand then will be by the seaside
Glittery and warm to touch
Where you and I will run barefoot together once again..

For one of mybest pal..

Today i dnt have nething in mind to write here.
i was writing some thing lastnite but cudnt finish that..
and thn i constantly have this guilt wth me of annoying one of my best freind for something which was for my own gud....i regret doing tht.........but i cant undo wat i have already done..an wat pains me more is knowing how right my pal was an how wrong i m ..........but thn thr r reasons my reasons for wat i do...n y i dnt do certain things...may be i wud be able to ovr come them, not sleeping for days an days mania is one of those....but till i m not able to..... i just wish to be forgiven for it...sometimes it hurts to know some one arround u care so much for u...sply when u hardly have ne one to care for to look out for u....its scary very scray.....really whn u r not so used to having some one to care for u an all of a sudden u have some one who actually cares it seems a farce....
an now i cant evn make out wot is this.....lol ;p

Thats life!!

However far apart
Two lovers roads maybe
If they are made for each other
And all is meant to be…


Their roads will wind together
No given time or place
Two hearts will beat as one
Their souls, tightly embrace


A piece of each one`s heart
Will hold the other`s name
Engraved upon it perfectly
While all else remains the same


Now these hearts are beating
But they`ll separate again
Leave each other`s arms
Cause each other pain


Separate lovers
Waiting for one thing
To cross paths once again
And see what life will bring…

The World Out Side!!!

When the first ray of the morning sun,
Shines down upon my face..
And the little bird who
Lives out side my window,
Sings a song that brings in a new day.
I wake up from my dreams,
To face the world alone.
For I do not have a friend...
Or some one to comfort me when i cry..
Some say
"Who does not have a real freind is blind to the world out side"
But in my dreams
I m the only one ,
Who sees the world outside
With a truthful real friend.
But whn i wake up I m alone again.
And i dont want to wake.
To avoid the torture of having sweet dreams.
Dreams that dont come true
So cant help but to stay awake
Waiting for some one to comfort,
And guide me to the world outside....