Gone in 60 seconds...

Went for a hair trim yesterday.....since all my sisters and few friends planned it as a hair fix-up day, so I thot why not me too get that much awaited little trimming done.
Used to have realy long hair few years ago..until a disaster struck and I had to start right from the square one to make them reach the desired lenght ;p
Which I almost did until yesterday....as far as I remember I precisely asked for under half inch trim...
But as soon as I saw the first bunch hit the floor I went dead to bones...after a lot of effort to regain my poise, I turned arround and asked what did u just do???
And bang came the innocent reply "didnt u said you wanted a steps cut with laser?"
The giggle that followed drowned my own shriek...
Had a deep look in the mirror trying to visualise what I looked some 60 seconds ago...Phew!!!

Dark clouds.......... gloomy day!!!

If some one would had told me few years ago that one day, I am gonna hate Diwali......well i would have bangged his/her head against the nearest wall ;p
I always used to like this festival for its spirit....all those lighting on the house an shops used to amaze me evry other house used to look like a beautifully crafted lamp shade with light adding that mystic touch to it, all those extra extended sweets shops using sply made pandals to house the over flowing customer used to delight me, and i used to gaze at all those cracker shops systematically arranged along the road u really have to visit lajpat nagar to believe how much beauty they add to the otherwise dull main road there.....and even though all the envouirmentalists cry murder for evry cracker burned, I used to indulge myself in busting the biggest an the loudest ones....come on after all its just once a year event....an people putting thier foot down for pollution it causes should to be tied up to one of Delhi's redlight post in the evening for few mints and they wil know what exactly is the reason for the round the year pollution.Fail to understand how could they over look the people involved in cottage industries to produce these crackers an wait whole year long to earn these few bucks that help them servive the whole year.
I always wait weeks an months in advance for the day.....days on diwali usually used to be bright as far as i can remember....but today when I woke up(okz well I dint actually woke up since I wasnt actually sleeping lol ;p...but well, when I stepped outta my room) i could feel the day aint gonna be much fun not anymore. It was a cloudy day and spoting the sun in the sky was more like playing hide an seek with it ;p.......so all i could see up above were few clouds...few dark clouds hovering around it an not letting it shine to its best being....just like pleasent thots those thuh r soothing but keeps u occupied an closed to others....so no matter how hard i tried not a single glimps of it...seems it was lost in its very own world.All this adding that much desired or not so desired spl effects to an already gloomy day... ;p
Ofcourse non of these have anything to do with my hating the occasion now....its just that the day brings alive the fondest of the memories....memories those just wont fade.....memories those dint last long enuff when they used to be reality....memories those can only be cherished now...as thats whats remained of them....
But wateva......newayz.....its stil Diwali...
HAPPY DIWALI!!!!

With "U" "I" Belong!!!

In the park, it`s peaceful here,
But still I wish you were near....
So many memories flood my mind,
When we were in love and the days were kind.

Those happy memories will always be,
All that’s left as far I can see...
Now the tears have started to fall...
And I feel so lost and alone by it all.

So as I make my way back home,
It’s the longest journey I`ve never known.
All I keep asking is what went wrong
For I know in my heart,
Its with you I belong.

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It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all
All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
What's being said between your heart and mine

-----Ronan Keating(notting Hill)

Woh tumhara ghum tha...

Diyaar-e-ghair mein kaise tum ko sada dete
Tum mil bhi jaate tu tum ko ganwaa dete.

Tum hi ne hum ko sunaya na apna dil ka haal warna..
Dua woh karte ke hum patthar bhi pighila dete

Humein yeh aas rahi ab ke woh pukarein gein..
Unhein yeh zid thi ke herr baar hum sada dete

Woh tumhara gum tha ya taseer humare lehje ki
Ki jis ko sunate haal-e-dil us ko rula dete

Tumhein bhulana hi ab tu bas mein nahin
Jo ikhtyiaar bhi hota tu kaya bhula dete???

Tumhari yaad ne koi jawaab hi nahi dia
Humare khayaal ke aansoo rahegaye sada dete...

Sannatoun ko hum taa-umer koste rahe...
Woh kuch na kahete per lab tu hila dete.

Tu ek parwaaz Parind!!

Ek khuwaab kyun banke rahe gaya hai koi...
Ek do nufs namood sahi, zindagi tu hai wo.
Jalti hai kitni deir hawaon mein humare saath...
Ek shama phir us ke naam se roshan ki tu hai
Jis mein ye raat bhi dhal kar isse mehtaab ker gai
Ab tu lahoo mein bhi aisi ek roshani tu hai
Parchaiyon mein dobta dekhte rahe gaye...
Aur phir bhi baccha na payein jane kyun..
Kyun yeh bechargi ab saath hi mein hai...
Tu teiz parwaaz parind, aur pershaan hawa hain hum..
Dono mein ek rishta awaargi tu hai..
Ek ye hi khuwaab umarr guzarne ka saathi,
Tu khamosh hai phir bhi.... ek guftagu tu hai...
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When you haved loved someone from deepest part of your soul. Writing about it, is baring a part of that soul... The first question that always comes to mind is, what could I have done to make the outcome different?
Of course, you can never know the answer to that question because you can't go back and do it over. No matter how much you long to do so. But, when you have loved someone with all of your soul...you have been blessed with that experience. An experience that you'll never forget.
An experience you cant relive...
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