Tears In Heaven!!!

Some people do have gift of gab for words...

Tears In Heaven

by Eric Clapton and Will Jennings

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven....

Ehesas ye hua ke....doorr wo nikal gaye hain!!!

Is raat ki tanhaiyun ke,
Sab rang badal gaye hain.
Mahetab wahi hai lekin,
Roshan ye taare badal gaye hain.
Jis ke bharose thi nam shaam,
Wo baadal jaane kis simth nikal gaye hain.
Manzil tu ab bhi wahi hai,
Kuch raste bhatak gaye hain.
Raheguzar ki taraf uth te,
Kuch kadam thitak gaye hain.
Dekhe the khuli ankhon se,
Kuch shab jaagte hue,
Ehesas ye hua ke,
Khawab wo toot gaye hain .
Bane the jo kabhi humsafar,
Aaj wo doorr kahin nikal gaye hain.
Ek khalish si rahe gayi ke,
Jaane kyun unke khayalat badal gaye hain..

Another one of my favs...

Flesh Wound

by Foreigner

It's four o' clock in the mornin' and the daylight's creepin' in
I'm lyin' awake in bed
Outside my window the rain's just pourin' down
And there's a pain inside my head

I looked hard into the mirror, took some water in my hands
And threw it on my face
But your memory won't fade away, I can see you everywhere
Around this empty space

This night's too long, I'm fadin' fast
I tell myself, this pain won't last

It's just a flesh wound
Missin' my heart but it still cuts deep
Nothin' but a flesh wound
It tore me apart and I still can't sleep
You know you really did it well
Now I'm lyin' on a bed of nails
But it's nothin' but a flesh wound

Better pull myself together, gotta hold my head up high
that's what I;ve got to do
No damage done, but deep inside my heart
Who am I tryin' to fool

It's over now, all in the past
I tell myself, this pain won't last

It's just a flesh wound
Missin, my heart, but it still cuts deep
Nothin' but a flesh wound
It tore me apart and I still can't sleep
I've got no choice, I must be strong
Can't lie here thinkin' about it all night long
It's nothin' but a flesh wound....

Ending the day in the dumbest possible way...... :o(
With the concequences of a joke that went real sour... bhooooooooo bhaaaaaaaa and all that!!!
And Dear Godddddddd had you taken the time outta your busy schedule, you would have had read my previous post and made amends...
Now I can't even grrrrrrrrrr on you.... :o(
Till yesterday I thought I had nothing to contribute to n@d$ confessions...thank you dear God...now I am sure I am gonna beat him way toooooooo.... :o(

After the last post thought will not be returning here with any self written posts anymore.
Well but here I am again....seems some habbits die hard :p
Actually have been contamplating lately of killing this blog and starting a new one for some time now.... but then been advised better not to do that.... ya willn't be doing that, still mourning deleting the last one...Goddddddddd you better put some tabs to my being distructive :p
But thats the way you made me, now do bear me, and help others follow the suite... :p

Back to the Shell!!!

Had promised a dear friend that will surely give life another chance. (now that certainly doesn't mean I was a pessimist :P)
But ofcourse I preffer to be more by myself...na I am not a lonner either but thats the only way I find some peace. I can't just go out and make friends just like that though highly admire people who are capable of doing that.... but naah, thats not my cuppa tea.
Lately it seems that just to honour this one promise I am fast becomming or tyring to become some one neither I am, nor I can relate too....
I thought I might like being this new me.....but guess I was better off the way I was...
So back to square one....back to my shell again...

Some of my all time fav lyrics....

I guess this would be one thing that I am gonna keep on updating for a change.... :p
These lyrics touch some cords some where for sure...

DIDO

"White Flag"

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be......

If only I knew!!!

You just never know when someone will walk into you life and rock everything to the very essence of your being. You never see it coming.
Have you ever had this feeling...*"The feeling that at that exact moment in time you were at the exact place you were supposed to be. That everything in the universe was perfectly aligned? "* That ‘perfect’ moment for me was standing there with him looking deep in to his eyes....
As I took a walk on to the road to the memories.... I look up into the sky, seeing the ever shinning moon, I recalled all the conversations I had with God over the years. I could only look at his beautiful sky and say 'Thank You.'
If only I knew its going to be short lived, I would have thanked him hard enuff, so that when he intented to end it for good he would have thought enuff....thought enuff for us. But guess thats the way god works....you never know what he has planned for you.
I had all but given up on finding that 'soulmate' that everyone talks about and dreams for. In fact I really didn’t think I was looking.Actually I have been always convinced that there is nothing as 'soulmates'.I only know this, I knew from the first moment I was right.
Although I am a hopeless romantic in all the possible negetive ways, I have never truly believed in love at first sight. Until I knew him,...
I don't know where to start. I don't know how to start, or even continue.
He opened up parts of me inside my heart that had been shutdown since like forever and I believe that there are many rooms that had never been entered before he walked past these all, leaving a mark on these forever....
We never know what God’s plan is for each of us, we can only keep moving on and while I keep on making a silent prayer for all those years that lies ahead....life goes on...



**"It is not the end of the road, its merely another path to take. So we'll still meet up and be friends!"**


* Some one must have surely said this...the question remains who.

**Well atleast thats what I have been told quite a few times now....ofcourse I doubt it.. :p

And I can see how repetative I have become....seems just lossing the grip and the will to.... was desparately thinking of adding a to be continued caption here, but I am sure I am not even going to reread it let alone add on a word or something to it... :p
It feels great to be a lazy evry once in a while....

Smile a smile for me....

When you look at the night sky,
chances are that I'll be sitting here
thinking of you... as I so often do.

I'll probably be smiling
one of the smiles that I always do
when thoughts of you come my way.

When you see the shiney moon ,
I hope you'll think, just for a moment,
how much you mean to me
and how much you always will.

And when you continue on with the things
you need to be doing in your day,
smile a smile for me, and remember
that I'll be thinking of you still.

Cant take it nomore....

My heart can't take it nomore...
Thats a place only you can fill.
My dreams they feel so lonely...
Because I love you still.

Each day alone is a nitemare.
Memories at every turn...
They're etched forever in my heart
And the fire will always burn.

You wont return the love I gave,
How I wish I knew this then...
I could have saved much heartache,
Instead of getting hurt again.

Someday I hope you feel one-tenth,
Of the agony I feel each day...

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I MET AN ANGEL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



(okz wel not today yesterday as its past midnite already :D)

Just Holding on!!!

Holding to the sunlight of time
We often imagine our life as one that is never ending,
Striving each day we grasp a little bit of time...
And to what does it avail us but to seek again...
The elusive rays as they pass us day by day.
Our lives fold into one another...
As the waves of the sea. as they strike the shores of memories.
Our love is enriched and the days of our solitude,disappears into the beautiful sunset of our timeless love....
Which shines over the wonderful time we share...
Day by day into years everlasting...
As we seek the beauty of this dream,
To strengthen the cord of our love...
I am just holding on....